|| INTERVIEW #15: CONCLUSION, PART 1 C| O| P| (In late November, Kirk called me at work. He Y| invited me to see an unusual sight, but would not tell me R| what it was. Only that it could be seen fairly late at I| night and then just at certain times. He felt that this G| particular night would be auspicious, so I agreed to meet H| him, around eleven. T| There at his home I found him in his old travel || trailer which I had not seen since our first encounter. 1| He motioned for me to climb inside. We drove in silence 9| north, out of the city. He seemed in no mod to talk, at 8| least until we had arrived at our destination. Finally 9| after about an hour he broke the silence.) || ELBOD: I am taking you to a place which is ancient B| and undisturbed. Older than Stonehenge, in fact older Y| than the pyramids, or civilization. I am hoping that || there, perhaps, we can gain some perspective. R| TALBOT: This must be one of your tricks. I know I| every historic site for miles around, and there is C| nothing like that here. H| ELBOD: (Pulling off the highway now, onto a winding A| dirt road, which lead up a high hill) Perhaps it is a R| trick, but what I am saying is true nonetheless. (And D| with that he reached the top of the hill, turned off the || headlights, and parked the travel trailer so it looked d| out at the night sky. Then again he fell silent, and no e| matter what I asked him he would not respond. Finally in G| desperation I spoke.) A| TALBOT: Kirk I don't understand you. It seems that R| you are one of these Lone Ranger types that you malign, I| as you are not attached to a job, or a community, or a S| family. Just what gives? || ELBOD: (Now aroused, which I knew he would be.) What D| do you know? You have only seen a small part of my life. O| But even if that were true it would not be unusual. B| Mendel, a monk, discovered the laws for sexual L| inheritance. And Tocqueville, a French man, wrote the E| most enduring study of America. || So it is not all that remarkable for a person A| outside a society to be able to see more clearly than a L| person within, since the person outside has the larger L| perspective. || TALBOT: Well, you don't have to be so defensive (I R| said turning the knife.) But tell me something else. Why I| do you spend your time thinking about the things you do, G| since it seems to be a thankless task. H| ELBOD: Its A dirty, rotten, low paying job with no T| respect. But someone's got to do it. (I couldn't believe S| he said all that with a straight face.) || I've tried to steer a middle course, a middle way R| between the extremes of science and the material world on E| the one hand and the subjective, inner world on the other S| hand, since both affect the other. I've attempted to E| describe how they relate, and to discuss their meeting R| places. Someone needed to do this, so why not me? V| But I would really like to get out of this travel E| trailer and see what we came to see. Bundle up, it's D| going to be cold out there. (Now my curiosity was || aroused. What was he up to? We stood outside, looking out || over the hill. There were almost no city lights, except C| far in the distance. The night was clear and crisp. I O| could see more stars than I ever imagined in the Milky P| Way. It stretched from horizon to horizon.) Y| This is why I came here. To see the stars. R| TALBOT: Another romantic image? (I jabbed.) I| ELBOD: It might seem that way to the jaded, but we G| are looking at almost the exact same sky as our nomadic H| ancestors did 20,000 years ago, and it remains untouched T| by human progress. || There on the horizon, that brilliant star is Sirius, 1| the brightest star in the sky. And when it rose with the 9| sun it determined the beginning of the new year for the 8| Egyptians. 9| The first astronomers were very accurate considering || the tools they had to work with. The Egyptians used B| Sirius to determine the length of the year, which they Y| almost got right, within six hours. || It's believed that some constellations were R| identified by prehistoric humans and then these were I| added onto by the Egyptians. The Greeks came along later C| and probably renamed some of the Egyptian constellations, H| while adding their own. All together about half of the A| current constellations were marked out by the ancient R| world. D| Since most people were not literate I think that the || method of identifying mythical figures with groups of d| stars was in part a system for remembering the placing e| and order of constellations. Much like the memory theater G| I mentioned last time. Such as over there (He pointed to A| a large section of the sky.) The constellations near R| Perseus were all involved in a Greek myth and are I| together in the same section of the sky. S| TALBOT: (Interested, admittedly, but getting a || little cold and restless). Is this an astronomy lecture? D| ELBOD: (Annoyed) I'm trying to get a bit of O| perspective here. Trying to see the Big Picture. B| That band of stars is the edge of the Milky Way. In L| the winter we are looking toward the outer edge whereas E| in the summer we are looking toward the center of our || galaxy. A| I knew a girl who had lived in the city all her life L| and thought that the phrase Milky Way was just an L| expression, since she could never see it with the ambient || city light. R| TALBOT: Kirk I'm getting cold. I'm going to go into I| the travel trailer for a minute. (But quickly Kirk G| grabbed me.) H| ELBOD: No, wait I'll get you something else to put T| on, but if you open that door it will turn on a light in S| the trailer and we'll have to wait another ten minutes || for our eyes to adjust. (With that he entered a door that R| didn't turn on any light and brought out a huge blanket E| he had tucked away. He also pulled out a small, cheap S| telescope, that he rapidly proceeded to set up on the E| hill side.) R| TALBOT: I can't believe we'll see much with that. (I V| scoffed.) E| ELBOD: Judge for yourself (He muttered. He signaled D| me to come over and look.) Quick, before the motion of || the turning Earth moves what I have sighted in the || telescope and I have to find it again. (I squatted down, C| and gave it a look. To my surprise I saw an island galaxy O| floating in majestic, cool splendor, filling the view of P| the telescope. I had to admit that my Earth bound Y| cynicism gave way to a sense of awe when faced with this R| island universe composed of billions of stars.) I| ELBOD: (As if to answer what he knew I was feeling.) G| And this is why I brought you here. But yes, even I'm H| getting cold now, so lets go inside. (I sat at the small T| table as he turned on a gas space heater and then warmed || up some water for coffee on the stove.) 1| You, see (he continued) that galaxy helped create a 9| revolution in human thinking that no one noticed. 8| TALBOT: Please explain what you mean I don't follow 9| you. || ELBOD: Well, let me back track a bit. When B| Copernicus and Kepler said that the Earth went around the Y| Sun it created a revolution in thought. The Catholic || church was so upset it tried to ban the idea. Humans were R| no longer at the center of the Universe which was very I| damaging to our image of ourselves. But of course we got C| over it. H| However, when you give up one old idea you usually A| gain something else. The Copernican revolution lead to a R| better understanding of the motions of the sun, moon, D| planets so that we gained the power to predict exactly || when the sun would rise, the tides would be high, when d| there would be an eclipse. This understanding lead to e| Newton who discovered laws which allowed humans to build G| a powerful technology. So humans in the end had gained A| power by giving up an egocentric idea of the world. R| But to return to the question at hand. In 1923 Edwin I| Hubble discovered that that galaxy you just saw, the S| Andromeda galaxy, lay way outside the Milky Way. || Up to that time it was assumed the Milky Way was the D| universe. And that all these strange fuzzy objects seen O| in telescopes were part of the Milky Way. But Hubble B| proved that the Milky Way was just another galaxy among L| galaxies. And the Andromeda galaxy is our closest large E| galaxy, in fact our sister galaxy. || But the news got worse, because not only were there A| more galaxies, there were billions of other galaxies, so L| our position in the Universe seemed even more L| insignificant. Our Sun was now one of a hundred billion || stars in a galaxy which was perhaps one of a hundred R| billion galaxies. I| But this revolution in thought was never announced G| by anything as dramatic as the church banning the idea. H| It was, in fact, in the beginning just a scientific T| problem. S| I remember when I was in my teens and twenties. || Friends of mine would say that there was no point to life R| because we were an infinitesimal part of the universe, E| that the entire solar system was no more than a gnat S| which God could destroy with a brush of his hand. E| Other friends, who were into science fiction, R| imagined that we would travel all over the universe, even V| though according to Einsten's laws this would be almost E| impossible given the distances and the limiting speed of D| light. || (He brought over two cups of coffee and sat down at || the table. He leaned against the window of the trailer C| and looked up at the ceiling.) O| Now I am optimistic enough to suggest that if we can P| get over this hump, this transition we are going through Y| now on Earth that we might eventually be able to do such R| wild things as change the atmosphere of Venus and make it I| habitable for man, to "terraform" the planet as Carl G| Sagan has suggested. And given another thousand years, or H| million years, or even a billion years who knows what the T| human race is capable of. And, I might add, it is not || unreasonable to think that we might be around for a 1| billion years or more since it seems that the universe 9| has a long way to go. 8| But all these speculations will get us nowhere. 9| Because, meanwhile, back on Earth, we have a major || problem which we have to deal with first. In fact these B| speculations are damaging because the perspective is Y| wrong. The perspective is too broad. || TALBOT: Now you're being critical of people who have R| a large perspective. I| ELBOD: Yes, I am. As I said in the conversation C| about science, perspective is important, but a wrong H| perspective at the wrong time could also be very A| dangerous. R| What these speculations leave out is the human D| scale. We need to deal with ourselves and our problems on || the Earth which is hard enough, before we think of things d| which, at best, can only be vague, ill defined notions. e| There are so many things we don't understand. So let's G| just leave the universe for the time being as a mystery A| that we are a part of, but go no further than that. R| What we need on Earth, very badly, is thinking on a I| global scale, and this is hard enough, and big enough. S| But this is the task at hand. And if we fail badly in || this task, we may not get to the next step, so any D| speculation about a thousand years from now will be O| academic. B| TALBOT: What are you proposing? L| ELBOD: A number of things. First we have to face the E| facts. We have reached or will reach limits on the Earth || very soon. Most people now realize that a nuclear war is A| unthinkable, since it would destroy the combatant nations L| and maybe everything else -- so global war is out. We L| will reach the limits of population that the Earth can || support in about fifty years -- so population growth is R| out. We are now reaching the limits of using the oceans, I| land, and air for dumping waste. So a rising standard of G| living seems to be out for the time being, at least until H| we learn how to not generate waste. So we have reached or T| will soon reach a limit to our activities on Earth. And S| if we don't change our style of doing business, we are || going to be history. R| Next we have to face a rather strange notion, that E| we have not lived up to yet. The notion is that we are a S| major force on this Earth. We have the power to modify E| it, mold it, trash it, make a garden out of it or blow it R| up. We are a force, but right now this force is untamed, V| uncontrolled and it is running wild. E| So this powerful human race is about to hit a brick D| wall, and the question is what do we do? || TALBOT: Which is? || ELBOD: We have to accept those limits, adopt a C| different way of thinking or perish. O| We must stop thinking in terms of expanding, P| developing, conquering. Instead we need to start thinking Y| in terms of managing, containing, designing, limiting, R| controlling. I| TALBOT: This is not going to be easy. G| ELBOD: You're telling me. But there is a silver H| lining. T| TALBOT: Which is? || ELBOD: Let's go back to Copernicus. When an old idea 1| died, then new power was gained. The same could happen 9| here. I've suggested by the notion of "designing" that we 8| could meet the challenges through total design. This is 9| why I optimistically have said that the next century || could be the "Age of Design". In other words total design B| could take all these seemingly limiting factors into Y| account and come up with a clever way to satisfy all the || differing, maybe even conflicting needs. R| TALBOT: How are you going to convince other people I| to go along. C| ELBOD: Well, its going to be rough going for a H| while. And the sooner we start the easier its going to A| be. R| Going through this transition will be a bit like D| culture shock. We will have left one way of thinking || which no longer works. Yet at the same time, we will have d| to discover new, unfamiliar ways to solve problems. We e| will have old maps which will no longer apply but no new G| maps which we desperately need. A| So what we need right now are a set of images which R| will guide us though this transition, symbols which will I| help create a new sense of connection to the Earth. Maybe S| even new stories to help "re form" (he said like two || words) our view of the world. The old idea of "Mother D| Earth" or "Mother Nature" comes close, for example. O| TALBOT: Kirk this has been very interesting but it's B| getting late and I need to get home. L| ELBOD: Home, home. I'm glad you brought up that E| word. "Home" is an English word which cannot be || translated into any other language. It contains ideas of A| your own private space, safety, peace, contentment. L| English law reflected the country's unique concept. I L| think it's no accident that English law went to || extraordinary lengths to protect the sanctity of the R| home, by not allowing police to enter without a search I| warrant, for example. G| TALBOT: I still want to go home. H| ELBOD: Yes, but you have given me an idea for a new T| image of the Earth, a new way of expressing our relation S| to the Earth. || TALBOT: Which is? R| ELBOD: " Mother Earth is our home. " So we need to E| treat her with sanctity and respect. S| (He gathered up the cups. We settled into the front E| seats, and left this ancient temple for the modern R| world.) V| E| D| || || INTERVIEW #16: CONCLUSION, PART 2 C| O| P| (It was an incredibly warm but overcast day in late Y| December when Kirk called me again. This time it was for R| a meeting late that night, as usual, he had something to I| show me, but would not say. G| So at twelve midnight, of all hours, I met him in a H| parking lot of a professional building, close to an older T| Victorian residential neighborhood.) || TALBOT: 12 midnight, Kirk! Don't you think it's a 1| bit late? 9| ELBOD: Don't you realize what today is, now that the 8| clock has struck? 9| TALBOT: (I thought for a while, but couldn't bring || anything to mind.) Christmas is just a few days away, but B| I don't know what today is. Y| ELBOD: It's the winter solstice. The shortest day of || the year. The longest night of the year. And the start of R| winter. I| TALBOT: And I'm supposed to know that? C| ELBOD: I don't know. I just thought you might. But H| let's go for a walk I want you to see something. A| (I must admit I required some persuading, but as was R| my manner I acquiesced and we walked down the street on D| this unusually warm early winter night. Suddenly, when we || turned a corner, I saw why he had brought me here. d| Residents of the neighborhood had put small white paper e| bags weighted down with sand in front of each of their G| houses. Every bag was illuminated from within by a A| candle. And these "bag lanterns" with their flickering R| lights stretched as far as the eye could see. In the I| darkness of the night and with few house lights on, they S| made a striking pattern, which receded into the || distance.) D| TALBOT: Yes, I have to admit this is impressive. And O| it's a very simple idea. B| ELBOD: (Walking down the street, faint candle light L| occasionally spilling onto his face as we strolled by E| this spontaneous display.) || Let me tell you about a powerful experience that A| happened to me. L| I was in Granada, Spain. I had seen a lot of Moorish L| buildings and Spanish cathedrals. Toward the end of my || trip I walked into an out of the way church. Over the R| church was a dome; above that dome was a smaller one, and I| above that another still smaller. Between each of these G| was glass, which let in light. In the top-most dome was a H| painting of a white dove against a blue sky. T| Now I didn't know that this series of receding domes S| was there. I looked up and suddenly it was as though the || top dome merged with the blue sky of the day and the dove R| was actually in the sky, flying overhead. I was E| immediately filled with the most unusual feeling, as S| though the entire church were floating, or I was E| floating. I have had dreams about this, ever since. R| The point was not that the experience happened in a V| church, but rather that the sense of space created was so E| intense. Many of the Moorish buildings in Spain and in D| Granada, such as the Alhambra palace, created a feeling || similar to this. || I decided that the feeling was related to a sense of C| infinity. There was a set of earth bound points which O| lead out to a space beyond my comprehension, a sense of P| connection to what I could not understand, a thread that Y| lead further than I could know. It was restful and R| exhilarating all at the same time. And what we are I| experiencing here, with these candles lit as far as we G| can see, is the same feeling. It's very potent. H| I think it's the same reason people go to the beach T| for their vacations: so that they can rest their eyes on || an infinite horizon. Or to the mountains where they can 1| do the same thing. But this desire to see space receding 9| past our ability to comprehend it, is, I think, a basic 8| human need. 9| TALBOT: How basic? || ELBOD: I think it's important. I know people who, if B| they don't get to go to the coast once during the year, Y| feel as though they have missed something vital. || Many of the Moorish buildings were designed to R| create an experience of infinity, because the Moors I| believed that this was an essential part of their C| religious feeling. And I believe that a number of H| religious symbols serve as a connection between the A| finite and the infinite, allowing us to be connected to R| the infinite even though we cannot understand it. D| And it is these kinds of symbols, plus many others, || that the modern world is lacking. d| Symbols, such as the myriad of symbols now at e| Christmas, are important to the nourishment of the human G| psyche. And we will need more symbols, new symbols, if we A| are to survive. R| But this season of the year also reaches back into I| the past and expresses a number of pre-Christian beliefs S| and imagery, I feel. || The solstice celebration was a major event in the D| ancient world. The Romans had long annual holiday at this O| time, the Saturnalia festival, which involved the burning B| of lamps and the exchanging of gifts. The burning of the L| yule log, for example, which is associated with E| Christmas, came directly from a winter solstice || celebration. A| No one, as far as I can tell, knows when Christ was L| born exactly. In fact a more likely time would be the L| spring, since "shepherds were watching their flocks by || night", which happens in the spring. It appears the R| church fathers picked the same time as the Roman festival I| to steal thunder from the competing pagan beliefs. Christ G| was always identified with light so it is appropriate H| that this time of year should be a celebration of His T| birth. But since it falls near the solstice, I also feel S| our use of lights expresses ancient fears about the || diminishing power of the sun; a fear that the sun might R| keep growing dimmer and dimmer, never return. So by E| "sympathetic magic" as it is called, lights and candles S| are lit every year to "help" the sun return, to help the E| sun's rebirth. Not unlike a rain dance in which the R| Indians helped the clouds rain. V| TALBOT: So what is your point? E| ELBOD: That this tradition is very old and there is D| more to it than meets the eye. || Because I believe that if you scratch the surface of || a modern human, you find ancient beliefs underneath, C| beliefs that people are not even aware they hold. But as O| I pointed out in the discussion on advertising, P| merchandisers know that these beliefs still exist and use Y| this knowledge to manipulate us. R| The anthropologist Montagu has stated that seasonal I| celebrations are rites of passage from an old state to a G| new state. New Years eve, in particular, meets these H| criteria: the old year symbolized as the aged man and the T| new year as the young baby; the wild drunken joviality, || followed by sober New Years resolutions. And again it 1| appears that this is based on a Roman holiday. 9| TALBOT: Where are you going with all this. After 8| knowing you for while I can sense that you are about to 9| make a point. || ELBOD: Very perceptive my dear Talbot. B| We, meaning anyone who will listen, need to go about Y| the task of creating new powerful symbols, new stories, || new celebrations to help us through this period of R| transition that I spoke of last time. Not in place of any I| celebration, but in addition to. C| TALBOT: New celebrations? New symbols? Such as? H| ELBOD: I'm not sure. It needs to be a group effort. A| Let people try out a number and let the best win. R| But we need to retake the world and our world views D| from the commercial image makers and forge images || ourselves. My friend Monty points out that the word d| "myth" is now a pejorative term. That when you say "myth" e| you mean something untrue, or a fantasy. But as Joseph G| Campbell pointed out it is myth, in a positive sense, A| that gives us necessary symbols for life. R| This is a hard point to make in our cynical world. I| Some people would like to think that they are above such S| things, or that the modern world has no need for anything || like symbols, but they couldn't be more wrong. Symbols D| nourish us, and if we don't have the necessary ones we O| will put our energy into false ones, such as those that B| advertising offers us. But a need for deep symbols is L| essential. So, as Monty says, we need to re- E| mythologize the world, not in a dogmatic way, but in a || way that restores the richness of symbol and imagery. A| Campbell has suggested that the machine will have to be L| incorporated into the modern myth since that is now an L| important part of our lives. I believe that science, || technology and other modern concerns should also be a R| part. I| But let me tell you a wonderful older myth that I G| heard, which seemed to strike a chord. It is a myth of H| creation. T| TALBOT: Please do. S| ELBOD: This particular culture felt that numbers had || a magical significance so they used a lot of numerals in R| their stories. E| (Then Kirk adopted a strange tone of voice, as S| though acting the part of a sage in a tribe.) E| Billions of years ago there was no time or space. R| Everything that there was, including all the stars you V| see in the night sky, and the earth, and the moon, and E| the sun, were gone. The only thing there was, was a tiny D| ball, smaller than a grain of sand. || No one can say how long the tiny ball lasted because || time did not exist. But the ball lay dormant like a seed C| until suddenly one moment, it exploded creating space and O| time, and filling the space with a strange new basic P| substance, which consisted of two parts: a positive and a Y| negative, a yin and a yang, perhaps the beginnings of R| male and a female. I| Space was filled with this substance everywhere, but G| after many more years it started to clump together and H| created huge balls of fire which burned hot and brilliant T| for billions of years. Then some of these balls burned || themselves out and exploded. And in the explosion the 1| first basic substance was changed into new heavier, more 9| complex substances, which later would be necessary for 8| the creation of life. 9| Then these newer substances, themselves, clumped || together and formed worlds which circled, newly created B| huge ball of fires. And one of these balls was called the Y| Sun. And the third world from the Sun was our own world, || which we now call the Earth. R| Not long after the Earth had formed, life appeared I| in the oceans. After two and a half billion years these C| tiny creatures had changed the air of the entire world so H| that it contained oxygen, the substance that we people A| depend on for life. R| In the beginning these tiny creatures could only D| multiply by dividing themselves in half, by making || copies. However not long after they had changed the air, d| some of the animals changed into a different kind of e| life: male and female, and this sexual means of G| multiplying, within a fairly short period of time, A| created almost all the diversity of life forms we see R| today. I| Now not too long ago, in the forests of Africa, a S| creature emerged who would change the Earth. This tree || living animal, who was equally at home on the ground, was D| neither the swiftest, or the strongest, or the biggest. O| But it possessed capabilities that no other animal had. B| It could think ahead. It gathered special stones L| from miles away to be used later when needed. And these E| creatures could overcome their limitations in size and || strength by being able to work together, work as one, and A| in this way, for example, scare off a more powerful lion L| from a zebra it had killed. L| In our own time we have realized that these animals || were unique in other ways. Some felt that its language R| and symbol making ability were the most remarkable, along I| with its capacity to pass along learned information from G| generation to generation. H| Still others found the male-female relationship the T| most unusual, the most distinct from the rest of the S| animal kingdom. There was less difference between the two || compared to other species. The female, unique among all R| animals, could have an orgasm. These animals generally E| copulated face to face. And this animals devoted an S| unusual amount of time choosing a mate. E| Some have felt that it's rapid development has been R| due to this mutual selection and bonding by both the male V| and female, a selection made by the animals themselves, E| in addition to natural selection. D| The name, given to this kind, means "of the earth" || or "earth born" based on the old word "humus" meaning || soil, ground, earth. So these animals were called humans, C| and we are they. O| TALBOT: (Kirk paused so I broke in.) You are telling P| me, of course, the modern story of the universe. You have Y| taken a few liberties, I noticed but have stuck pretty R| close to our modern understanding: the story of the Big I| Bang; the creation of hydrogen - the most basic element; G| and the creation, in the explosion of an earlier star, of H| the higher elements like carbon, oxygen, and nitrogen T| which are essential for life. Not to mention your thinly || disguised story of man. Did you really think that you 1| would fool me? 9| ELBOD: No, of course not. But that wasn't exactly 8| what I was trying to do. I was trying to get you to look 9| at it as a myth, as rich and mysterious, as any ancient || myth of creation that you can dig up. Instead of feeling B| alienated by this story of science, I feel mystery and Y| amazement. I feel a sense of continuity and connection || with the powers that be. Now I don't pretend to R| understand all of it, but then I doubt that members of I| prehistoric tribes understood all of their myths either, C| they merely accepted them. And perhaps we, as modern H| humans, should learn to do the same. A| TALBOT: It does sound a bit fantastic when you tell R| it out of context. D| ELBOD: And I have to draw one obvious deduction from || the story of the Big Bang which no one seems to mention, d| which gives us a connection to the beginning of the e| universe. The deduction is this: atoms created in the Big G| Bang run through our veins. A| TALBOT: I agree; I had never drawn that conclusion. R| (At that point we had run out of candles on the I| sidewalk, but for some reason we both kept walking and S| talking. Kirk told me about Carl Jung who felt that man || was on the Earth to complete the work of the creation of D| the world. Jung wanted a mythology to be built around O| that idea. Kirk talked about rites of passage. He felt B| the world, as a whole, was going through such a passage, L| and that we had no choice except to proceed. Yet older E| symbols of rites of passage could be of use to us. And || then he moved on to talking about ends and beginnings, A| quoting T.S. Eliot's famous line "In my end is my L| beginning." L| We talked for hours. I completely lost track of || time. Abruptly I looked up and light was on the horizon; R| dawn was upon us.) I| TALBOT: Kirk we have talked the entire night, and G| I'm supposed to work today. H| ELBOD: Sorry about that. (He said with a tinge of T| one-upsmanship.) S| But before we go I want to tell you about the word || good-bye. R| It always seemed to me to be a strange word, that it E| had some hidden meaning. And as I say if you scratch a S| modern human you may find a much older mentality. So I E| looked it up in Partidge's book of world origins. It R| originally meant "God Be With Ye!", which was expressed V| by saying "God be wi' ye", which turned into "God bw'ye", E| then "God bwye" and finally "good-bye". So we are really D| wishing each other God's help when we part. As though my || wishing would make a difference in your fate, but then || that reflects an old belief as well. C| TALBOT: Well, good-bye Kirk, until next time. (I O| said with a yawn.) P| ELBOD: No, you don't understand. There won't be a Y| next time, I've told you all I have to say. We've come R| full circle. There is no more. I| TALBOT: But Kirk...(I stammered) G| ELBOD: I've enjoyed it. We've spend a year talking H| about the world in words. Now I plan to spend some time, T| doing things which are not verbal, that I don't have to || put into words. Please if you ever publish this, say 1| anything you want, but spell my name correctly. 9| (Abruptly that was the end of our series of 8| interviews. Like the Lone Ranger that he loved to 9| criticize, he disappeared over the hill. I wondered if he || was a loner or would ever let himself become involved or B| as he said "immeshed" in the society. Y| I must admit I missed him at first and was a bit || hurt at his abrupt departure. But then he had taught me R| to expect the unexpected. Yet, I also realized that I had I| changed during the year, that he had given me something C| which made me more complete. H| I never saw him again, although I heard conflicting A| stories: that he had moved to the east, that he had moved R| to the west, that he lived as a recluse, that he lived in D| a big city, and that he had married, had a child, and || become the pillar of a community. But this last seemed d| too improbable. Even Kirk couldn't be that consistent and e| live his life the way he said other's should live G| theirs.) A| R| THE END